(Here and Now #1-3)
Publication date: October 22nd 2014
Genres: New Adult, Romance
Synopsis:
HERE AND NOW: THE COMPLETE SERIES
**Release week fan-appreciation price of $4.99 USD (reg. $7.99)**
**This omnibus edition includes all three full-length novels from the USA Today Bestselling Here and Now series: Lost in Me, Fall to You, and All for This. This sexy amnesia love triangle is intended for mature readers.**
Even when the mind can’t remember, the heart can’t forget…
When an injury leaves Hanna Thompson without her last year of memories, she wakes to a perfect life—right down to an engagement ring from her unrequited love, Max Hallowell. But each day makes her question if she has the life she always wanted or if she’s been living a lie. As she searches for answers, every path leads to rocker Nate Crane. And Nate wants her for himself.
“Sexy, twisty and utterly addictive…Clear your schedule. An amazing read!” –NYT Bestselling Author Kendall Ryan
**Release week fan-appreciation price of $4.99 USD (reg. $7.99)**
**This omnibus edition includes all three full-length novels from the USA Today Bestselling Here and Now series: Lost in Me, Fall to You, and All for This. This sexy amnesia love triangle is intended for mature readers.**
Even when the mind can’t remember, the heart can’t forget…
When an injury leaves Hanna Thompson without her last year of memories, she wakes to a perfect life—right down to an engagement ring from her unrequited love, Max Hallowell. But each day makes her question if she has the life she always wanted or if she’s been living a lie. As she searches for answers, every path leads to rocker Nate Crane. And Nate wants her for himself.
“Sexy, twisty and utterly addictive…Clear your schedule. An amazing read!” –NYT Bestselling Author Kendall Ryan
HERE AND NOW: THE COMPLETE SERIES
**Release week fan-appreciation price of $4.99 USD
(reg. $7.99)**
**This omnibus edition includes all three
full-length novels from the USA Today Bestselling Here and Now series: Lost in
Me, Fall to You, and All for This. This sexy amnesia love triangle is intended
for mature readers.**
Even when the mind can't remember, the heart can't
forget...
When an injury leaves Hanna Thompson without her
last year of memories, she wakes to a perfect life—right down to an engagement
ring from her unrequited love, Max Hallowell. But each day makes her question
if she has the life she always wanted or if she's been living a lie. As she
searches for answers, every path leads to rocker Nate Crane. And Nate wants her
for himself.
“Sexy, twisty and utterly addictive...Clear your
schedule. An amazing read!” –NYT Bestselling Author Kendall Ryan
LOST IN ME
The last thing I remember is having drinks at
Brady’s and trying to avoid eye-contact with my life-long crush—the gorgeous,
unattainable Maximilian Hallowell. They tell me that was a year ago, but I have
no memories of anything since then. What I do have is this ring on my finger
that Max says he gave me, and this much-thinner body I’ve dreamed of most of my
life. Aside from a case of retrograde amnesia, everything seems
almost...perfect.
But the deeper I immerse myself into this new
world of mine—planning a wedding to a man I don't remember dating, attempting
to run a business I don't remember starting—the clearer it becomes that nothing
is as it seems. Do I have the life I’ve always wanted or is it a facade propped
up by secrets I don't even know I have?
I need answers before I marry Max, and the only
person who seems to have them is the angry, tatted, sexy-as-sin rocker Nate
Crane. And Nate wants me for himself.
FALL TO YOU
Torn between two men…
When I woke up after the accident, I couldn’t
remember anything from the last year—including my relationship with Max
Hallowell or anything about Nate Crane. Now my memories are returning, but
instead of answering my questions, they’re leaving me with more.
The man who broke my heart and wants to be my
future…
Max is all I ever wanted, and now he wants to
marry me. He’ll do everything he can to fill my life with love, family, and
security. I need those things now more than ever. But can I trust him?
The man who stole my heart and wants to let me go…
Nate never made me promises, and I never asked him
to. I’d been on the rebound, looking for a distraction, and he made me feel
beautiful and wanted when I needed to feel those things most. He says he has to
let me go, but what if I can’t let go of him?
With every revelation and every passing day, I
feel more like Alice down the rabbit hole. I’m falling. Who will catch me?
ALL FOR THIS
What if you would never remember the day you made
the most important decision of your life?
That’s what they’re telling me about the day of my
accident—the day I put on Max’s ring and chose him over Nate. I’m counting on
the wisdom behind a decision I don’t remember making.
Max is amazing—sexy, sweet, and kind. I was
starting to believe happily-ever-after might be in my future after all. Then
the unthinkable happened and my world imploded. If I’m going to make this work
with Max, I need my missing memories, or at least answers from about those five
days before my accident.
But what does my future hold if those answers
aren’t anything like I imagined?
Keywords: amnesia, love triangle, rock star,
second chance, box set, sexy romance, small town romance
Excerpts from Lost in Me
Excerpt 1:
I wake up to someone climbing into bed next to me, hot, hard
muscle cozying up behind me.
I blink away sleep. Max is in my bed and I want to enjoy it,
enjoy him, but sleep has such a tight hold on me I can hardly keep my eyes
open. I snuggle as close to him as I can get, but sleep is already tugging me
back down.
“Couldn’t stay away?” I murmur in the darkness.
“You know I can’t,” he whispers against my ear. His voice is
different somehow. Deeper? Maybe sleepy? I don’t have time to think about it
because I’m wrapped up in his heat, his bare chest against my back, one of his
hands right between my breasts, and I can’t fight it when my dreams suck me
back in. But somehow, with his heat against me and his arms around me, my
fitful dreams fade away and I don’t just sleep. I rest.
When I wake again, the room is still dark, but Max’s mouth
is doing delicious things to the side of my neck. I arch against him and am
greeted by the hard length of his erection against my ass. I have to bite my
lip at the thrill that rushes through me. Not only can I do that to him, but he
wanted me enough that he had to come back tonight.
Under my shirt, his fingertips skim the underside of my
breasts, and a soft moan slips from my lips. He cups my breast in his hot hand
and grazes his callused palm against my nipple, toys and teases until it’s hard
and tight under his hand and I am rocking back into him instinctively.
“Jesus, I missed you so much.” His voice sounds funny, but I
hardly have time for the thought to register before he’s squeezing my nipples,
sending electric jolts of pleasure from my breasts and right up through my
center. His touch is harder than it was earlier. Rougher. But I like it. He’s
so good at this. He knows exactly how to touch me, exactly how much pressure I
like. I wouldn’t want him to ever stop touching my breasts if it weren’t for
this nearly painful ache that’s been pulsing between my legs since we were
interrupted in my living room—the ache my own touch couldn’t quite ease.
I circle my hips and rub my backside against his erection.
Thick and wild arousal buzzes through me, electric and sharp with its
intensity. He wants me as much as I want him.
“Touch me,” I whisper into the darkness. “I need you to
touch me.”
He groans against my neck and then his fingers are dipping
into the waistband of my sleep pants.
I turn in his arms just as his hand meets the hot and needy
place between my thighs. Our mouths touch in the darkness, and something
niggles at the back of my mind. Something’s changed between last night and now.
Does he smell different or—
The thought disintegrates as he slides a finger inside me. I
can’t believe how slick and wet I am. Except that this is Max and I need his
touch.
I rock against him, letting him touch me the way I touched
myself in the bath. Only this is hotter. Sweeter. More intense. Not just
because it’s him. It’s almost as if he knows what I like better than I do. His
finger moves inside me and his teeth nip at my neck almost painfully. But I
like it. I want more of this unbridled lust, more of his expert touch.
He withdraws his finger and replaces it with two, stretching
me in a way that has my body pulsing around him in response.
“Yes,” I whisper. I want this. Need it.
His thumb finds my clit and his fingers curl.
“Oh God…” Am I a screamer? I bite my lip, but holy shit, I
can’t—
“Let me hear you scream,” he growls in my ear, his stubble
scraping at the tender skin of my neck. “Let me feel you pulse around my
fingers as you come.”
I curl my nails into his forearm, not to stop him, but
because this pleasure inside me is so intense I have to do something, put this
energy somewhere.
His other hand slides up my side and squeezes right at the
bruise on my ribs. Pain vibrates through me, and I cry out.
“Hanna?” He pulls away and clicks on the light.
I’m still wincing at the pain from my manhandled bruise when
I look at him through squinted eyes.
And then I scream.
I shove the man off me as hard as I can. My mind gropes for
the lessons I learned in the personal defense class I took in college. I bring
up my knee, aiming for his balls.
He lets out an airy oomph,
and I flail, backing as far away from him as I can get. I fall off the bed, and
the impact of my already-battered body slamming into the floor has me crying
out.
“Jesus, Hanna!” the man—who is definitely not Max—says from
the bed. “What the fuck was that for?”
Oh God. He knows my
name.
I’m trembling.
My phone is on the bedside table, and I scramble to get to
it before he can take it away.
“I’ll call the police!” I warn, holding the phone up like
it’s a weapon.
The man on the bed is white-faced and stricken and looking
at me like I’ve lost my mind.
“You can’t just come into a woman’s house and get into her
bed.” Shit. Now I’m trying to reason with a sex offender. Jesus. But he’s just
sitting there. Is that normal?
His expression goes from confused to desolate as he skims
his eyes over my bruised face. “Damn. What happened to you, angel?”
I fumble with my phone, pressing the button on the side and
trying to get it to light up. Nothing. It’s dead. Why didn’t I charge it before
I fell asleep last night?
He pushes off the bed, and I back into a corner, arms
wrapped around myself. “Leave. Please.”
He holds up his hands and takes a step toward me. “Hanna,
baby. Tell me what happened. Tell me—”
I press my body as close to the wall as I can. I should have
locked myself in the bathroom or something. I am one of those too-dumb-to-live
heroines you see in horror movies. Especially since the thing keeping me
here—keeping me from running to safety—is
the hurt on his face. I’ve always been the kind of person who tries to make
people happy, but this is ridiculous.
Think, Hanna.
Okay, I’ll need a description for the cops. Tall—taller than Max, maybe—messy dark hair, an Incredible Hulk tattoo on his
right shoulder, some numbers tattooed above his left pec. God, is he an ex-con?
Don’t convicts get numbers tattooed on themselves?
He steps closer, and a shudder runs through me.
“Please don’t hurt me.” I sink to the floor and cross my
arms in front of my face.
His gaze catches on my left hand, and his jaw goes hard. “I
see.” He backs off and grabs something off the floor. Then he’s tugging a shirt
over his head. It falls into place and covers that amazing body.
Amazing body? What
the eff is wrong with me?
As stupid as it is, I don’t believe this man is here to hurt
me. There’s nothing intimidating about his body language, and even though his
face has gone hard and angry, there’s no violence in his eyes.
He grabs his jeans. “You could have told me.”
“I don’t know what you’re talking about.” My voice cracks.
Jeans unbuttoned and half up his hips, he’s heading toward
the door. Stupidly, I follow him. My hands are shaking, my head spinning.
He grabs the doorknob and goes still, but he doesn’t look at
me. “When I was touching you just now”—he
swallows—“you
thought I was…”
“I thought you were my fiancé.” The whisper seems to swell
in the small space and vibrate off the walls.
He punches the wall beside the door. “You and Max have a
nice life.” Then he’s leaving, slamming the door behind him and making the
whole room rattle. And me right along with it.
~~~~
Excerpt 2:
When Asher leaves the stage, Nate stays behind, strumming
chords to a song I don’t recognize. He lifts his gaze. For five painful beats
of my heart, our eyes lock. There’s so much in his eyes. Pain, anger,
frustration. I see it all there before he refocuses on his fingers and starts
to croon the lonely lyrics of his song.
I’m nobody’s hero,
baby. Try not to fall too deep.
I’m nobody’s angel,
love, but you were crying in your sleep.
I’m useless, empty,
nothing, sugar. Wait around and then you’ll see.
You thought you’d find
your answers, but now you’re lost in me.
The words tap into me, loosening something in my chest until
I feel like anyone looking at me can see my confusion and the inexplicable
aching of my heart.
And when he lifts his head and watches me as he sings the
last verse of his song, I don’t move. I don’t hide from those eyes that know
too much. I don’t run from that face that could destroy my whole world. I stand
transfixed, the words rolling through my veins like they’re part of my blood.
After he strums the final chords, he puts down his guitar
and leaves the stage without explanation or promise to return.
My feet are following him before I’ve decided what to do. He
heads up the stairs and out back, through the French doors and onto the patio,
where he keeps going until he hits the path in front of the river.
He’s trying to escape me. I should be happy, right? The past
can stay in the past, and whatever mistake I made with this rocker can be left
behind with it. But I can’t let him walk away without answers.
“Stop!” I rush down to the river, my heels sinking into the
rain-softened earth. “Who are you?”
He turns slowly, the confusion back on his face. “Is that
supposed to be funny? Pretending there was nothing between us wasn’t enough?
You need to pretend you don’t even know who I am?”
“I—” Oh my God. The hurt in his eyes. “I don’t know who you are,” I say
carefully. “But maybe I should? I was injured and I have amnesia, so I honestly
don’t know you.” And if that doesn’t sound like a line from a Lifetime movie,
I’m not sure what does.
“Amnesia? You’re kidding me.”
“I’m not.” He starts toward me, and I hold out a hand to
stop him. “I’d prefer you to stay over there. Please.”
He pulls back, watching me. “Amnesia,” he repeats.
“Yeah.”
“You don’t know who I am.” It’s not a question—more a realization.
“I don’t know who you are or why you would crawl into my bed
in the middle of the night. I don’t understand why—” My breath catches and fat,
hot tears spill onto my cheeks. Suddenly this is just all too much. “I don’t
understand,” I repeat, and leave it at that.
“You don’t remember anything? Do you know who you are?”
“Yeah. I remember everything up until about a year ago, but
the last eleven months are just…gone.”
He drags a hand through his hair, and I’m struck again by
how gorgeous he is. Dark messy hair, dark intense eyes. His T-shirt clings to
his sculpted arms. Tattoos peek out from the sleeves. No matter how hard I
look, I can’t remember being with him. So why do I have this feeling in my
chest like my heart knows something I don’t?
“Do I know you?” I ask.
He lets out a huff and stares at the starlit sky. “Yeah. You
do.” When he drops his gaze back to meet mine, his eyes are moist with unshed
tears. “I’m the idiot who’s in love with you.”
In love with me? “But I’m engaged.”
“I saw that,” he whispers, his gaze flicking back to my
hand. “Can I ask? Did that happen before or after the amnesia?”
“Before.”
“Fuck.” The word isn’t screamed or thrown like a stone. He
breathes it—exhaling the sound like so much disappointment.
To me, Nate’s a stranger, but to him, I’m…what?
We just stare at each other, him looking heartbroken and
angry, me trying to piece it all together in my head and make some sense of
this. I’m engaged to Max Hallowell. I’m not the kind of girl who would get
engaged to one guy when she’s been sleeping with another.
Am I?
Excerpt 3:
When I return to the party, I immediately spot Nate sitting
in a chair beside Asher, his guitar in his big hands, his dark hair falling
over one eye as he jots notes on a piece of paper. Something twists in my chest
at the sight of him. I want to tell myself it’s regret or fear—anything but the
longing I know it to be.
Maggie and Lizzy motion me over from the bar, but I shake my
head and stay by the stairs. As if he senses me, Nate lifts his head and his
eyes immediately lock with mine.
I might not understand the tangle of emotions in my chest,
but there’s no mistaking the anger that flashes over his face when he sees me,
and because I’m a coward, I can’t face it.
I run back upstairs.
“Where’s she going?” I hear Maggie ask.
“She wasn’t feeling great,” Lizzy says. “I’ll check on her.”
I’m in the hallway when I feel her behind me, her hand on my
shoulder.
“What’s wrong?”
Everything. “Nothing.
The doctor said the headaches and dizziness might give me a problem for a few
days. A party probably wasn’t the best idea.”
Her expression is more worried than disappointed. “Let me
take you home.”
“No. It’s a beautiful night, and I’d actually like the fresh
air. And I think I’m going to swing by the club and see Max.”
“Okay,” she whispers. “Promise you’ll call me if I can
help?”
I take in a long, slow breath. “Go back down there and have
a good time.”
“Oh, right.” Her eyes light up. “I have a rocker to seduce.”
My stomach lurches, but I force a smile. “Right.”
I watch her go back down before I turn back to the basket of
cell phones by the stairs. After shuffling through it, I pull out the few
phones I don’t recognize as belonging to me or one of my sisters.
I hit the buttons to bring them to life and swipe all three
screens to unlock them. One screen, no doubt Asher’s, has a picture of Maggie
and Zoe as the wallpaper, one has a young woman I don’t recognize, and the
other has Storm Troopers.
There’s no question in my mind that the Storm Trooper phone
belongs to the man with the Hulk tattoo and the Spider-Man shirt. The idea of
this hard-ass rocker being a closet geek is so adorable. I soften toward him
without wanting to.
Before I can think it through, I’m swiping my fingers across
the screen and pulling up Nate’s text messages. It doesn’t take long for me to
find a thread with my name.
The last one I sent was the day of my accident.
Hanna: Left you a
message. We need to talk when you get into town.
What did I want to talk to him about? Was I going to tell
him I was marrying Max? I scroll back through some harmless if flirty Good morning and Good to hear your voice tonight texts before I land on a
conversation so damning it makes my hands shake.
The hallway is empty, but I can’t risk anyone else seeing
these. I take the phone out onto the back patio, sink into a chair, and scroll back
to the beginning of the incriminating conversation. I don’t take a single
breath while I read it.
Nate: Did you remember to
take your gift home with you?
Hanna: I did. God knows
what airport security thought of it when they searched my bag.
Nate: I’m sure they’ve
seen worse. Glad you have it with you.
Hanna: It’s a sorry
substitute for you.
Nate: I’ll make it up to
you when I get to Indiana. I’m coming straight to your place and keeping you in
bed for days.
Hanna: Hmm. That sounds
kind of boring.
Nate: Get naked, woman. I
want to tell you how to use my gift.
Hanna: Bossy.
Nate: Only because it
makes you wet.
Hanna: Naked.
Nate: In bed?
Hanna: I’ve been in bed
since you first texted. I have a 6 a.m. running date tomorrow.
Nate: You should cancel
it. I don’t want you running off those curves.
Hanna: You’re the only
one who likes my so-called “curves.”
Nate: Who else matters?
Hanna: Good point. I miss
your face.
Nate: I miss yours too.
You know what else I miss?
Hanna: Tell me.
Nate: The sound you make
when I touch your breasts. The feel of your nipples against my tongue. I miss
sliding my hand between your legs and finding you wet. I miss the taste of you.
The feel of your heels against my back as I take your clit between my lips. But
mostly, I miss holding you in my arms. So fucking perfect. So completely mine.
I don’t know what I expected. Maybe it was supposed to be
like in the movies, where the amnesia patient sees something from her past and
suddenly everything comes flooding back to her. But there’s no memory here, and
my half of this conversation might as well have been written by another woman.
When I lift my head, Nate is standing in front of me, hands
tucked in his pockets, his eyes bored.
“See anything good?” he asks.
~~~
Excerpt 4:
He’s going to expect me to have sex. I mean, of course—that only makes sense.
Engaged couples have sex. I’m nervous. No, I’m terrified. No matter how many
times I had sex in the last months, I don’t remember it, so I might as well
still be the virgin I was at the time of my last memory.
After talking to Nate tonight, I’m not worried he’ll be
bothering me or running to Max. I should be happy. My secret is safe, and I can
focus on my upcoming marriage.
So why does the idea of having sex with my fiancé feel like
cheating?
Pushing aside the thought, I go back to the lockers to strip
out of my clothes. A towel secured under my arms, I return to the steam room
and step in this time.
Sinking into a chair, I lean back and close my eyes as the
heat relaxes my muscles and quiets my mind.
I drift off to sleep, and just as my dreams tug me under, my
mind skates along the edge of a memory—Max and me in the gym before we started
dating. I asked him to be my trainer. It’s there, a memory as clear as the ones
I never lost, and I wrap myself in the comfort of it. Me. Max. No affairs. No
angry rockers with broken hearts.
“Hey, sleeping beauty,” someone whispers in my ear.
My muscles are so relaxed, I don’t want to move. I stretch
my arms and legs, and my towel falls to my waist as I open my eyes.
“Oh, damn, Hanna.” Max stands before me, his chest bare, a
towel tied around his hips. I can’t quite make out his face in the steam, but I
don’t need to see his expression to know he wants me. Desire radiates off every
water molecule in the room—a breath held and waiting for release.
I extend my stretch, arching my back in a move that thrusts
my breasts toward him.
“Sorry it took me longer than I expected.” His voice sounds
strained as he offers his hand. “I had a new client come in just as I was
trying to lock up.”
I take his hand and stand, but when I reach to grab my
fallen towel, he holds me fast.
“Please don’t,” he says.
Maybe I’d be self-conscious in another setting, but here in
the steam, I turn sexy and wanton under his gaze. I feel nothing but
determination under the weight of the unwanted ache in my heart while talking
to Nate. Determination to prove to myself that this is the man I love—no
one else.
With that first recovered memory in my grasp, I’m hopeful
for the first time in days. I drop my gaze to his towel and arch a brow. “I
sense a double standard.”
He groans and drops his mouth to mine. His kiss is long and
slow and thorough. He tastes like cinnamon gum and strokes his tongue against
mine as he cups my breast in his hand.
“I believe it’s my turn to touch you,” he whispers against
my lips. His thumb rolls over my nipple in the slow, sensuous motion of a man
who plans to take his time. “And touching you in here ranks high on my list of
fantasies.”
I curl my nails into his back and nip at his bottom lip.
Because I don’t want him to take his time. I want him to touch me and kiss me
until I’ve forgotten the sound of Nate’s voice, until I’m so sure of our love
and our future that my anxiety fades.
With his free hand, Max cups my other breast and treats it
to the same slow torture.
“Max,” I whimper, arching toward him, wanting more.
“How was the party?”
“What?”
His lips curl into a smile. “God, I love that I can make you
lose your mind like that.”
I slide my hands into his hair. “You can. You do.”
Trailing kisses down my neck and over my collarbone, he
makes his way to my breast and opens his mouth over my nipple. Slow, steady,
achingly meticulous, he circles it with his tongue before pulling it into his
mouth. My breasts grow heavier with every stroke of his tongue, the ache
between my thighs more insistent. The steam has set my senses on fire, and the
brush of his knuckles down my side is as thrilling as the first time a boy went
up my shirt.
Just when I think I’m going to have to beg for more, he
takes my nipple into his mouth and sucks—long and hard. My knees go weak and he
has to hold me tight as I slip in his arms.
“Come over here,” he murmurs. He leads me to the tiered
benches and takes a seat on the bottom row. His erection is thick and tall
under the towel, but when I reach to uncover it, he stops my hand. “Leave it.
You tempt me too much.”
“But I like touching you,” I object.
“You like making me lose my mind.”
A giggle slips from my lips. “It’s a nice feeling.”
“Come here.” He tugs me forward until I’m straddling him,
the hard length of his cock needy and glorious between my legs. As he returns
his mouth to my breasts, sucking and licking in turn, I rock against him. My
thighs squeeze him as the sensation of his mouth on my breasts mixes with the
pressure of his erection through the towel.
His hands slide around me and over my ass, kneading the
flesh of my cheeks as his mouth works at my breasts.
Whimpering, I arch my back and shift my hips just so, and
suddenly pleasure snaps through me like a whip. My hips want to rock, to
circle, to grind against his length, but I force them to still.
“Move against me,” he commands. “I want to feel you move.”
The friction of the towel against my swollen clit is almost
too much, almost uncomfortable, but it’s a good kind of discomfort, and his
cock swells bigger and more insistent between my thighs. I don’t know if I
could stop if I wanted to. Unless it was for something different. Something more. How easy would it be for him to
move this towel and slide into me right now? My fear is gone, replaced by
red-hot aching need.
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